“Down”

One morning in September, I found myself sitting in a swivel chair on the fourth floor with about twenty people. A mandatory training given by our newly appointed “leader.” From my seat, I could see the ground outside where people walked who were not trapped inside that cacophony of jabbering, belittling nonsense. I wanted to be anywhere else, hear anything else. I spent most of that meeting writing this poem – then the next few months figuring out how to leave, which I am next week. It was a moment of resolve.


I just wanna tune, you out,

Time has come to get, out now,

This was fun and served us all,

For a little while, a little while,

Teacher teacher, dumbing down,

Go ahead and damn, this all,

Push the tower let, it fall,

Most of me is outside now,

The rest is coming, rest is coming,

Tinder tinder, burn this all,

I just wanna swim, back down,

Blinded by these dreams, and sounds,

Take my body under water,

To the basic shapes, the basic shapes,

Pressure pressure, crashing down,


art from: https://civitai.com/images/1879979

Published by javenbear

Javen Bear is 27 years old and lives in Phoenix, Arizona. He serves on staff at Open Hearts Family Wellness. This is where he thinks out loud.

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